because i do not hope
because you took
because you took my hope--
i do not
dare.
because the truth was what i gave you and what you did not give me
because all i lived and loved was a lie--
i do not
dream.
because all the help you gave did was harm
because you made my honesty a frivolity
because all your help could ever be was frivolous--
i do not
dare
dream.
sh-sh-shiver shaking
can't stand to sit here in my skin i
twitch twitch twitch
myself into a
spastic agony.
can't stand to hear my heartbeat
can't stand to feel my pulse pulsing,
i stay stagnant to the world,
destroy my feet,
as my mind races
a mile a second
and again
and again.
TheQuiltIsOnFireAsITellMyStory by partofthepantomime, literature
Literature
TheQuiltIsOnFireAsITellMyStory
The taste of a foreign tongue
laden with spices
sizzles in my mouth.
Studying
the country of your origin
and the ways of living
(loving)
exotic even to you.
New York is ALIVE at night.
Boston, her prim and proper sister, sleeps early,
but this wild child
clad in bold bangle
glittering jewels that jangle
laughs and breathes and heaves a sigh
as the drilling thrilling milling throngs
sashay on by.
Boston sips her tea politely.
New York digs in,
downs black coffee nightly.
because i do not hope
because you took
because you took my hope--
i do not
dare.
because the truth was what i gave you and what you did not give me
because all i lived and loved was a lie--
i do not
dream.
because all the help you gave did was harm
because you made my honesty a frivolity
because all your help could ever be was frivolous--
i do not
dare
dream.
sh-sh-shiver shaking
can't stand to sit here in my skin i
twitch twitch twitch
myself into a
spastic agony.
can't stand to hear my heartbeat
can't stand to feel my pulse pulsing,
i stay stagnant to the world,
destroy my feet,
as my mind races
a mile a second
and again
and again.
TheQuiltIsOnFireAsITellMyStory by partofthepantomime, literature
Literature
TheQuiltIsOnFireAsITellMyStory
The taste of a foreign tongue
laden with spices
sizzles in my mouth.
Studying
the country of your origin
and the ways of living
(loving)
exotic even to you.
New York is ALIVE at night.
Boston, her prim and proper sister, sleeps early,
but this wild child
clad in bold bangle
glittering jewels that jangle
laughs and breathes and heaves a sigh
as the drilling thrilling milling throngs
sashay on by.
Boston sips her tea politely.
New York digs in,
downs black coffee nightly.
dogs love you
not exactly a compliment
but not an insult either
unless it is
now is not the time to second guess
certainty is sexy
so are breasts
spilling from bodices
and asses on display
keep your jeans tight baby
dogs love you
Her fingernail polish was chipped but vivid: the kind that goes well on cocktail waitresses and cheap whores. She wasnt the one.
And he was gone like the glow of a cigarette butt dropped on a rain soaked sidewalk, leaving her to breathe in the damp air alone searching for that precious remnant of nicotine and tobacco smoke.